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you know about the voices that speaks in your head?i listen to them somtimes. most of the times. sometimes they tell me good things. sometimes they make me wish for bad things. |
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not by a longshot, unfortunately
As much as I enjoy spending time on Tumblr (yes, it's been added to my ever-growing list of guilty pleasures), it is also making me feel very... how should I put this...Dull. Now I wish I have just a fraction of the creative talent from the amazing people I'm following on Tumblr, whose beautiful creations of art continuously spam my dash until I turn green with envy. I want to go off on a longer tirade of 'I wish I have I wish I could-' but wishing only works for Pinocchio and other Disney characters so we won't do that. Instead I'll say; I want to paint as good as that, I want to be able to see the world like that- oh God, how amazing it would be to capture the world and recreate it like that. I wish I was more creative. My sister once commented that I never finish a drawing. Ever. Well, it took me 5 years to be brave enough to ink anything, so I reckon it'll be another 10 before I start playing with colours, and then it'll be another 15 years of insecurities and foolery before I even start thinking about the background. It's an uphill battle, and I'm not made for war. So that's why I chose dentistry. It's practical, sensible, mighty bright future ahead, without a single hint of wacky creative juice being needed. Basically that means it's secure, predictable, and boring. Unless you count in the drama from dental students, those can get out of hand sometimes. Well, that's the one artsy bit of dentistry I guess. We've got a very colourful bunch of people. Hahahahaha!! Get my joke? Colourful. Eh? Eh?? . . .Damn how I wish I was more creative -______________- Labels: exams are fast approaching fuggit, thoughts |