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you know about the voices that speaks in your head?i listen to them somtimes. most of the times. sometimes they tell me good things. sometimes they make me wish for bad things. |
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It's already April. And I'm still burning my ass on the soft cushion whilst my head is deep burried within a fantasy book. I was blog jumping amongst my friends a while ago, simply to check out what's the latest on their agenda. Trying to keep in touch. And now a great fear has come over my guts, paralyzing my arms and fingers 'till it's about all that I could do to type. I'm simply struck numb by how far others have achieved during these three months time while the most that I could brag about is a couple of games that I've managed to finish or a manga collection that I have completed. Now I feel like a useless scumbag who's relying too heavily on the people around me to spoonfeed me. Like an invalid, but worse than one since I am all too able to work things for myself! In conclusion; it is too obvious that I need to do something for myself. Perchance it is too late for government scholarships but I am sure private owned companies are still open for choice. I need to do something to reverse this situation. |