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you know about the voices that speaks in your head?i listen to them somtimes. most of the times. sometimes they tell me good things. sometimes they make me wish for bad things. |
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I find it rather creepy when I meet people who share the same things I like on the Internet. It's fine if we only share a couple of things in common but when the list of similarities stretches on and on, I can't help but get scared.It is my most fervent belief that there should only be one Sakinah, otherwise the world is doomed. In fact, if I meet another person who is like me, I think my first instinct would be to draw a knife and stab that person's heart with it. That is for the good of all mankind. Anyway. I've been going out a lot lately. Sharleen came back to Malaysia for Christmas, Jo as well; and the three of us had lots of awesomely insane fun together. Too bad I've mellowed down somewhat since our days in Tropicana. Still, we're awesome, and we know it. Incidentally, we're 1Malaysia as well. But one thing I've learned from our years of friendship is that there are people worth your love, only because you are worthy of their love in return. Maintaining that sort of status quo can be vague and ambiguous to define, but I don't think it's all that difficult really. I have some good friends on me- in dentistry and outside of it. They help keep the voices at bay. And yet, it saddens me that there are also... people who think little of maintaining ties and old friendship. There are many factors at play when it comes to reunions. Time, availability, transportation. Interest. Interest. And how long does the flame of interest and desire burn, before it dwindles and sputters out? What colour does it go by, red hot or icy blue? I'm sorry, my mind left me in a daze. This has been happening a lot lately. Yes, I think it is time to sleep now. Before I bid good night, however, here's an orgasmic-inducing video of Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood. It's a shame that my notebook cannot run HD videos without lagging like a maimed sacrificial lamb. Labels: thoughts |